Stupid Goliath

Here I am Lord and I’m drowning, in Your sea of forgetfulness

The chains of yesterday surround me, I yearn for peace and rest

I don’t want to end up where You found me

And it echoes in my mind Keeps me awake tonight

I know you’ve cast my sin as far as the East is from the West

And I stand before You now as though I’ve never sinned

But today I feel like I’m just one mistake away

From You leaving me this way

Chorus:

Jesus can you show me just how far the east is from the west

‘Cause I can’t bear to see the man I’ve been Rising up in me again


In the arms of Your mercy I find rest

‘Cause You know just how far the east is from the west

From one scarred hand to the other


I start the day, the war begins

Endless reminding of my sin

And time and time again Your truth is drowned out by the storm I’m in

Today I feel like I’m just one mistake away from You leaving me this way

I know You’ve washed me white

Turn my darkness into life

I need Your peace to get me through

To get me through this night

I can’t live by what I feel

About the truth Your word reveals

I’m not holding on to You

But You’re holding on to me

You’re holding on to me

-Chorus-



So yeah, besides that(^) today's going pretty well. I couldn't go to Michael's and learn to use an x-box, but maybe sometime:) I feel so much more at peace about things today... I think it's because I finally made some decisions yesterday that have been looming over me via my parents. My choices weren't exactly what my mom and dad had in mind, but they'll live :-)

And today's Wednesday! My favorite day of the week:) and I got to start it off by talking on the phone with someone until almost 1 AM =) Even though mom didn't go into the church and it isn't raining- so it isn't a 'super Wed.' but still, it's Wed =)